It Is All About I Am Sorry

Why is it that people have such a hard time saying "I'm sorry"? It seems so simple to me, but maybe I am one of the privelaged few who recognize that I am sorry makes a big difference. How can you go through life without making mistakes, how is that possible? Sometimes it's OK (by the way I hate that) just to be sorry.

Anyway, my blog tonight is not about "I'm Sorry" my blog is about "Thank you"

So, ...ahem, thank you to all of the people who have made me the person I am today, thank you.

How bout getting off of these antibiotics
How bout stopping eating when I'm full up
How bout them transparent dangling carrots
How bout that ever elusive kudo
Thank you India
Thank you terror
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you frailty
Thank you consequence
Thank you thank you silence
How bout me not blaming you for everything
How bout me enjoying the moment for once
How bout how good it feels to finally forgive you
How bout grieving it all one at a time
Thank you India
Thank you terror
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you frailty
Thank you consequence
Thank you thank you silence
The moment I let go of it was
The moment I got more than I could handle
The moment I jumped off of it was
The moment I touched down
How bout no longer being masochistic
How bout remembering your divinity
How bout unabashedly bawling your eyes out
How bout not equating death with stopping
Thank you India
Thank you providence
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you nothingness
Thank you clarity
Thank you thank you silence

Thank you...